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I have nothing to lose. And yet, not a lot to gain. Time on this earth is short, but too long if you ask me. The cries of children burn my ears. Their tears drip acid on my heart. But I feel no pain. Numbness is my enemy, and patience, my curse. Go ahead, I beg of you, Crucify me now. Why wait until time does it for you? Hand me your cross, and I will bear it....

Sitting here, nothing to do. Watching a picture, a picture of you. Thinking of how I wanted you before. Now I want you even more. I can´t have you, but that´s okay. Good things never happends to me anyway. I see you every day, want to hold your hand. But as long as you are happy I understand. Sitting here, by the phone. Maybe I should leave you alone. I can´t have you, now I see. Why do I make it worse for me?

Tonight I can´t sleep again. Awaken dreams are about vain. The night is still young. In my dreams I´ve been hung. What about the beast under my bed. Isn´t it supposed to be fed? I see shadows on the walls Moving around like frightening trolls. Mother help me so I can sleep. Every night I fall so deep. In my awaken dreams I´m in gyratory. I feel like I´m standing in Hell´s territory. Come on mother, sing me a lullaby. In the real dreamland I want to fly. Tell me mother, will I stay here for eternity? In this realm I have no sence for reality...

Wandering the streets at night. You are sleeping in your bed. Climbing the stairs with might. Soon, you´ll be dead. Watching you crawling for your gun. Waiting for you to shiver in terror. My little game has just begun. To correct your familys error. Centuries your has haunted. Trying to elliminate races of my kind. Last one I am, so I bacome most wanted. Come on, challenge my brilliant mind. I am she who dwelt. Who were you looking for? Artifact of time I held. I am not here anymore...